Who I was -- Then
Remember the fleece from that family outing to the outlet mall?
A certain smile from the cashier not fully charged for pants. My thank you. A curiosity lacking arousal.
the family restaurant waiting, always waiting for our food. a telling; a story: my prom date at the door. left unkissed.
Your concerns and yet you'd not disown a son because of his self.
Such carefully considered acceptance is not. Trueness comes despite or because of. Not in weighed judgments.
But, I still have the fleece (the pants no longer fit) and it is warm cuddling in soft thoughts of you.
Bill Rood
Copyright ©2002 Bill Rood
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